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Whoever rebels against the authority is rebelling against what God has instituted, and those who do so will bring judgment on themselves.
–Romans 13:2 (NIV)–

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Wikipedia, “Smith Act.” An Act to prohibit certain subversive activities; to amend certain provisions of law with respect to the admission and deportation of aliens; to require the fingerprinting and registration of aliens; and for other purposes.

—. “Smith Act Trials of Communist Party Leaders.”

Free Speech Center, “Smith Act of 1940.”

TBN Films, “China Cry (1990).”

I will pray the Father, and he shall give you another Comforter, that he may abide with you for ever; even the Spirit of truth; whom the world cannot receive, because it seeth him not, neither knoweth him: but ye know him; for he dwelleth with you, and shall be in you.
–John 14:16-17 (KJV)–

Thou wilt keep him in perfect peace,
whose mind is stayed on thee:
because he trusteth in thee.
–Isaiah 26:3 (KJV)–

God is our refuge and strength,
a very present help in trouble…
Be still, and know that I am God.
–Psalm 46:1, 10 (KJV)–

Let us then approach God’s throne of grace with confidence, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need.
–Hebrews 4:16 (NIV)–

God is my salvation;
I will trust, and not be afraid.
–Isaiah 12:2 (KJV)–

Fear thou not; for I am with thee: be not dismayed; for I am thy God: I will strengthen thee; yea, I will help thee; yea, I will uphold thee with the right hand of my righteousness.
–Isaiah 41:10 (KJV)–

Think it not strange concerning the fiery trial which is to try you, as though some strange thing happened unto you: But rejoice, inasmuch as ye are partakers of Christ’s sufferings; that, when his glory shall be revealed, ye may be glad also with exceeding joy.
–1 Peter 4:12-13 (KJV)–

Being in an agony he prayed more earnestly:
and his sweat was as it were great drops of blood
falling down to the ground.
–Luke 22:44 (KJV)–

God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away.
–Revelation 21:4 (KJV)–

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We are accounted righteous before God only for the merit of our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ by faith, and not for our own works or deservings. Wherefore, that we are justified by faith only is a most wholesome doctrine, and very full of comfort.
–Articles of Religion, “IX. OF THE JUSTIFICATION OF MAN.”–

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The Garden of Eden brought sin and suffering, but the Garden of Gethsemane brought salvation and healing. God cursed the ground with thorns and thistles, but his Son atoned for sin partly by receiving a crown of thorns, on to the same forehead that sweat drops of blood hours before it happened.
–Genesis 3:18; Luke 22:44; Matthew 8:16-17; 27:29–

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Sweating through cold, grey, clay skin
Asleep with blank, wide eyes
Sweating through cold, grey, clay skin
Asleep with blank, wide eyes
And at night I fear my own way to lose it
And if you think that I’m alone you’ll never prove it
Numbness fades into pins and needles, depression and irrational fears
And at night I fear my own way to lose it
And if you think that I’m alone you’ll never prove it
And at night I fear my own way to lose it
And if you think that I’m alone you’ll never prove it
–Zao, “Quiet Passenger Pt. 1”–

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Lester Liles, ed. Streams of Healing: A Book of Comfort (Revell, 1958), pp. 126-144.

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Brother Lawrence, The Practice of the Presence of God (Whitaker House, 1982).

Catherine Marshall, Adventures in Prayer (Ballantine Books, 1987).

—. The Helper (Chosen Books, 1978).

David Wilkerson, Have You Felt Like Giving Up Lately? (Revell, 2012).

Thomas à Kempis, Of the Imitation of Christ (Whitaker House, 1981).

Andrew Murray, Divine Healing (CLC Publications, 2005).

Richard J. Foster, Streams of Living Water (HarperOne, 1998).

Todd Nettleton, When Faith Is Forbidden (Moody, 2021).

James G. Lawson, Deeper Experiences of Famous Christians (Whitaker House, 1998).

Henry and Richard Blackaby, Hearing God’s Voice (B&H Books, 2002).

Dr. Archibald Alexander, Thoughts on Religious Experience (Banner of Truth, 1996).

Dr. Jack Deere, Why I Am Still Surprised by the Power of the Spirit (Zondervan, 2020).

—. Why I Am Still Surprised by the Voice of God (Zondervan, 2022).

Dr. Sam Storms, Understanding Spiritual Gifts (Zondervan, 2020).

Dr. Guy Chevreau, Catch the Fire (HarperCollins, 1995).

Joan Carroll Cruz, Mysteries Marvels Miracles (TAN Books, 1997).

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Renovaré, Connecting with God (HarperOne, 2006).

—. Prayer and Worship (HarperOne, 2009).

Adam Clarke, Christian Theology (Schmul, 1967), ch. 28: “Afflictions.”

Augustin Poulain, The Graces of Interior Prayer (Kegan Paul, 1910), pp. 400-401.

Drunk out of my mind, high out of my mind on marijuana. Weeping…Desperate…And that happened enough to where I recognized that the only way, I can get free is if I make Jesus the Lord of my life.
–David Moore–

¹ Let everyone be subject to the governing authorities, for there is no authority except that which God has established. The authorities that exist have been established by God. ² Consequently, whoever rebels against the authority is rebelling against what God has instituted, and those who do so will bring judgment on themselves. ³ For rulers hold no terror for those who do right, but for those who do wrong. Do you want to be free from fear of the one in authority? Then do what is right and you will be commended. ⁴ For the one in authority is God’s servant for your good. But if you do wrong, be afraid, for rulers do not bear the sword for no reason. They are God’s servants, agents of wrath to bring punishment on the wrongdoer. ⁵ Therefore, it is necessary to submit to the authorities, not only because of possible punishment but also as a matter of conscience.
–Romans 13:1-5 (NIV)–

Timothy, my son, I am giving you this command in keeping with the prophecies once made about you, so that by recalling them you may fight the battle well, holding on to faith and a good conscience, which some have rejected and so have suffered shipwreck with regard to the faith. Among them are Hymenaeus and Alexander, whom I have handed over to Satan to be taught not to blaspheme.
–1 Timothy 1:18-20 (NIV)–

I have wondered for years why many people have not written more about this. The main place I have found in books about the issues of faith in regards to good standing and assurance, are books on getting saved, and being born again. Books on people who were once regarding themselves very lost like gangsters or criminals, or perhaps Muslim people that needed to leave violence and a life of hate and come back to God. There are people with testimonies of getting saved from natural disasters and different types of phenomena, but are there reports of people that had shipwrecked their own faith, and come back to God? I think when people talk about “backsliding,” “losing their spiritual awareness, or losing their identity in God,” or “losing the Holy Spirit,” or “struggling with their faith (not the usual day to day, but really grappling with their beliefs),” or “feeling lost,” I think this is what the Scriptures are referring to.

Its something to be alarmed about, that one person can really be destitute, far from God, but its even worse for the souls that don’t look at this idea of shipwrecking their faith, as rather a stepping stone to “going on with Jesus.” I am proof that if you approach it even half-heartedly, and honestly look at your own state in God, you can be brought back in the fold and become a fruitful Christian, maybe not instantly, but you’ll get there. I’m sad to say that I have experienced this at least two times; and having it been memorable enough for me to have left a stain on my soul. It has been decades for some of it, but the problem is when the soul doesn’t keep FAITH AND A GOOD CONSCIENCE WORKING TOGETHER. Let’s go ahead and read what the Scriptures say.

When you don’t heed your conscience in God, your reasoning can quickly become darkened, and when that happens enough times, your heart is hardened. I wish I could tell you how I already know this. It is vital that we fight continually. Whether its the powerful flesh (sin body), that derails us from the truths of God, apart from our born again man (Romans 7); or the world’s sheer veil of darkness caused by demons that cloud our view; or our being carried away in temptation by our own lusts (James 1:14-15), it is truly necessary to hear and heed that we MUST fight.

I see that Jesus delivers me time and time again, because ultimately I am more like Jesus in me than Peter in me, and as one of my favorite movie quotes from The Grapes of Wrath, the saddened post-minister says, “That’s like a miracle out of Scripture.” Plainly, yes, it is. That’s God’s sheer grace and mercy. When Paul wrote about this idea of being shipwrecked, it was mentioned in 1st Timothy. This chapter 1, yes we should read the whole chapter to get a good glimpse of what Paul wrote to Timothy, is Paul writing Timothy that there are false brethren that have not understood God’s call and it looks like they brought in confusion: “they do not know what they are talking about or what they so confidently affirm” (1 Timothy 1:7); and when there are false teachers, its not a good case of the law of God being handled properly. The very idea of men not holding God’s Word with the utmost seriousness and trembling, is not for the faint of heart, literally. The Word has to be handled with confidence and great care, and God’s sweet mercy in the ministers of those who claim to do so. Then those who hear the Word will see the law properly handled, and be able to thrive like the sheep that they are. When you have horrible false teachers, and someone who is devout; and the devout come under testing, they are a target for even more attack than is already plentifully available to us, everyday just fighting against our own sins and temptations. So in Ephesians 6:20-28, we see that we need the whole armor of God:

Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. Put on the full armor of God so that you can take your stand against the devil’s schemes. For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes (and it does come), you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand. Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place, and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the Gospel of peace. In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one. Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the Word of God. And pray in the Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests. With this in mind, be alert and always keep on praying for all the saints.

The “shield of faith” written about was in conjunction with the “helmet of salvation” which I believe, pertains to our conscience and keeping faith–which is SPIRITUAL. Paul wrote both of these passages. We can’t concentrate with brain power only, but the spirit in us, our wills, and our volition when added to the conscience fused by the power of the Scriptures, is a surefire recipe for being strong in faith, if not strong outwardly, then stronger against the wiles of the devil. You can’t just rely on memorized Scriptures either, but God working with YOUR own conscience, between you and Him.

I struggle so badly and fail many times every given day, but I know so much more now of God’s knowledge of me, and of my own soul’s weaknesses and strength, that I actually have a very weird appreciation of struggling with needing faith and conscience at the same time. I hope this helps because its not easy to revisit these sad episodes in my walk of faith, but it does help people to look honestly at these things. God be praised! Because Christ is the ultimate victor in our faith!

Here is a trustworthy saying that deserves full acceptance: Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners–of whom I am the worst. But for that very reason I was shown mercy so that in me, the worst of sinners, Christ Jesus might display his unlimited patience as an example for those who would believe on him and receive eternal life (1 Timothy 1:15-16).

And for those who say I should not consider myself a sinner anymore, I admit to being foolish as one who should do better; but I also remember Jesus speaking better of the man who said, “God have mercy on me, a sinner” (Luke 18:13), rather than puffing out my chest in a righteousness I simply do not have without Christ. I need God for validation.

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Adam Clarke, Christian Theology (Schmul, 1967), pp. 396-400.